土曜日の午後

Wanted to Head to Town de , Waited for Baby's sms . His last sms was like morning . And i'm still waiting... guess won't be headin to town wif him le bah ... nvm....私はまだ待っている...

My dad insist that i must , YES must head to british council for my english. He say my english is terrible. So went down to do the test for it. They say 40 mins , so i thought must wait for 40 mins then can go. Finished it up within 5 mins. Sat there for 35 mins , rotting. When i come out then know , when u are done you can leave le. TMD , Wasted 35 mins there stonning. z ( U.U ) z

3rd Aunt called and ask me over tml for yu sheng . Tml is 7th day of CNY. Which is the ren re , a good auspicious day for yu sheng she say de........[( - . * "' )]

Livin in a life that is instructed by others.

潘玮柏 苏芮 我想更懂你

每次我想更懂你我们却更有距离
是不是都用错言语也用错了表情
其实我想更懂你不是为了抓紧你
我只是怕你会忘记有人永远爱着你

( whenever you come
whatever we talk
and i'll right here waiting for you )

请你听听我的真心话
你每天看着我长大
但你是否了解我内心矛盾的对话
你板着脸孔不屑的对着我看
我的视线没有能勇气
只好面对冷冰冰的地板
这就是你这就是我我们之间的互动
何时开始慢慢加以冷藏加以冷冻
我好想逃我好想躲进一个洞

我需要真正了解我的人为我进行解救
这就是我的内心请你仔细的剖
我试过好多次的机会想要触碰你手
课本写说你们应是我最好的朋友
但是显然不是我叙述我的故事

this is never well but in our hearts to see
though people change the future's
still inside of me
we must remember that tromorrow
comes after the dark
but i got something trapped in my heart
so i got something to say

你曾经说过当我站在十字路口
只要有你在我不会经历漫长的夜去等
待现在十字路口只有我独自站
没有对象寻找答案只好自我反叛
看我其实没那么好战
我也希望说话可以婉转不让你心烦
对你开口好难我想要无话不谈
我的人生我的个性其实没那么烂
这就是我的内心请你仔细的剖
我好想回到过去看你微笑摸摸我的头
课本写说你们应是我最好的朋友
如果换个公式我祈祷不同故事

金曜日の夜

* Posted tis before , but goin to do tat again , valkyrie - tis skirt rite ? *

Things are dam messy and confusing. Why do such stuff happen to me every time ? i hate this feeling i'm getting... someone enlighten me and show me the path to take. Why must him always make my life difficult is it because i am nt his daughter or wad ? Why he onli care for himself and put himself in his shoes but nt mine ? Just why can't he just think for me once and stop usin those excuse to shut me up.

As Promissed to some people , i am suppose to upload the Photoshoot which happen in the holidae , which i took , BUT due to some reason * nt goin to say names here (* >.< *)) * the photos are deleted by the photographer (変質者のカメラマン) before i can even saved them T-T ! 叫び! 叫び! 叫び! i super love ❤ the pictures , it realli realli turn out dam nice i swear ! Ask Valkyrie , she saw them too ...

So sorry , for those waitin to See the pictures ! 私は残念である! U can onli see thru EOY de pictures... thou is nt tat perfect as compared to the photoshoot. More cosplay to be comin on da way... 希望 o(` ' )ooooooo

I am re-takin My O levels as a student again... Signs ... Need To wake up early , Need to Attend To school , Need to follow dumb school rules - which is like WTF . Like Baby say de , since is last year le , then enjoy lohs. But okie luhs , this new school i am attending , seems nice - so far... teacher nt tat Fuck up * nt sure when will they start growin their horns * Met a Few Nice people and Made new friends hahas... Got to study harder tis year le bah ... hahas. Oh yeah i must say , For O lvl De F&N i GOT " A" 幸せ Just like She Promissed tat i will get , if i stop crappin in my coursework =.="'

Must meet up with Marcus di & company , Rachell and others , super long nv see you people le , misses. Kuro , Wei xiang , baby - tennis session tis sat ? Friends will be Friends till the end , No matter New or Old , afterall , we are still friends yeah....[( - . * "' )] 生命の友人

The oldest In Sec 5 perhaps. The smallest size in the class , Certainly !