I'm Just UnMature II

2009-07-06T22:29:00.000-07:00

最熟悉的陌生人

还记得吗窗外那被月光染亮的海洋
你还记得吗是爱让彼此把夜点亮
为何后来我们用沉默替代依赖
曾经朗朗星空渐渐阴霾
心碎离开转身回到最初荒凉里等待
为了寂寞是否找个人填心中空白
我们变成了世上最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折各自悲哀
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里沉沦

joyce
Sat , cosfest who going ?

2009-04-12T05:19:00.000-07:00

You Know what ?

i have decided to give up , yes give up on everything,
is just plain tiring to do all these shit and in the end i am back to where i was.

Perhaps it was just the wrong impression u people sent to me.
Perhaps is me that i can't click with you people ,
Perhaps we all belong to 2 different world , u people in yours , me in mine ,
Whatever is it , u want then stick around ,
If you dislike me , what make me like you too ? * common sense duh *

i'll just go back to where i used to be ...

* p.s feeling dam pissed off wif some people who treats me like a transparent being , non existent to them unless they need me *

2009-04-04T22:28:00.000-07:00

日曜日の午後

Ytd was fun , had cooking lesson at Singapore Culinary Institute. Is NOT at some wu lu place is beside redhill MRT station. ~~* i onli know that when i leave the place lookin for a bus stop when i saw the BIG RED MRT station just right smack infront across the ROAD *~~

Photos are nt with me , they are wif Victoria , a Pretty outgoing lady , i would say . Anyway , i will upload them , when i snatch the photos from her blog.

Learned 5 dishes out of 6. I like the Cajun Chicken BEST ! It tasted dam nice. No recipe was given , but i can rmb them , good memory . HAHAS. ((( - . - m ) ) ) m

Anyway , after tat MRT-ed to orchard to meet Jia Ming. Walked ard far east , he wanted to but a pair of slipper and meet up with his friends. Far east sells nth nice in his taste, went to Taka cause his friend were there when he called. Upon reachin, they move off to Cinle le. ~~* Feel like slapping them with a thick smelly fish , we walked in the rain to meet u guys at taka , then u move off again. WTH *~~ Nvm controlled.

After walking tgt wif Jia ming , with him and his spoiled slipper , we finally reach New Urban Male. He Finally brought a slipper. There was a promotion , where u buy one printed slipper and get another free. So he choose one printed one , and asked me to choose another. None of them 1 . caught my eyes , and 2. i was wearing CONVERSE HIGHCUT , wear sock and try on slipper, looks kuku - so no no. Finally he went to buy another one . The one tat i have. His is orange ! After much Infulencing him to get tat colour.

Walked to Plaza sing , walked ard for awhile , then we all headed home.

_________________________________________________________________

Todae ,

Parents = Biased
Family = Bonds
Bonds = Fuck It !

Tml sch start again , gt to rush my homework , the ever pilling stack....

2009-03-27T07:32:00.000-07:00

金曜の夜

* 幸せ! 私はより近いもう一つのステップである *

Had a mini picnic in sch todae during lesson time. Each of us brought some food and share ard the group. Brought my child-time favourite , xiao man tou. * picture on top * . There are car wheels , bread , grapes , biscuit and my Xiao man tou.

Dam shag now , eyes closing . i am goin to slp after tis post man ... tired like dog . My leg de skin peeling like a snake skin... perhaps can sell to the chinese medicinal hall there still have value.

Tots of the day : giving up is a choice , preservance is also a choice. Similarly both are choices , however each of them will either bring a regret or happiness. Whatever is it , i am 幸せ! now...

tml alan ke you lun coming to east point shule i go ? i want to see him in person but nt as much as i want to see show in person. Tml Kuro having performance at simei too at 9 . not sure is nite or morning . if morning perhaps i can go watch... YEAH !

Tata , of to dream land. ~~Waiting for something to happen are just too tiring , sleeping is a better alternative.~~ < ('''''(8.0)''''') >

2009-03-26T02:37:00.000-07:00

木曜の夜

God , tml is the Parent- Teacher - Meeting Session...Stated clearly is for PARENTS . Somehow or rather the sch want us to go... Sianed, But at least better than going for english night class...

i want ANCAFE to come to Singapore to have a concert ! Gazette Too , Alice Nine If can....

i want a SexPotRevenge Shop In singapore ! There are stores of SexPotRevenge in USA- Dream Shoppe , AUSTRALIA - Sydney , Melbroune , KOREA - Seoul , Hong Kong - 銅鑼灣 & 尖沙咀 , TAIWAN , FRANCE - tiquetonne , GERMANY - haimhauser & Schonehauseralle .Why NOT in SINAGPORE !!!! SIANED ... '''( O - T )

The school organising a Windsurfinng Course on the 7 & 9th . i wanna join. Hopefully there will be wakeboarding real soon. 7.0.v.3 Water sports !

There was one whole chunk of things i wanted to type out de For JER**** but , thinking back no point , cause he simply wants to stay in his own lalala land and wants to be unrealistic. BTW i have help u check le , for a 7 seater car the price are down here --> PRICE F.Y.I these are 2nd hand cars . I not lookin down on you , but if u think u can own one of these by 18 . I wish u all da best . Cause seriously talkin , u say u earning 5k thru busking and show . have u thought of the price of Road Tax ? The petrol ? the driving lesson cost ? and lastly how long do u think things will last . Think abt it friend. I hope u can be realistic abt it ! ^.^

2009-03-23T06:08:00.000-07:00

月曜日

The latest photo i have with me of my cousin ( male ) , sister and me . It was taken on in one of the dinner weeks back. They called it the grandmother birthdae rehearsal . Anyway , the meal was D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S

From the picture u can tell le , my cousin and sister are tgt de , and me belongs to the kids side ! wee ~ hahas... forever young ? lols.

Anyway , coming up are alot ppl birthdae. First we have :

ONG DONG LING 21 st birthdae on 25th March. The Future Singapore Star Basketball Player.

Next is Eefan birthdae on the 5th April. New classmate , nice person !!!!

Follow by Gene birthdae on the 19th April . Long Time friend.

Last will be Ashleay birthdae on the 25 April . Malaysian Friend !

If i am goin to get a present for each , tat will sum up to a wonderful amount ! * press calculator *
Gt to go and finish up my F&N le , ppl are at development le , i still haven't start reseach .... * Faints * First dae of sch for term 2 as usual tiring ....

p.s I 7.0.v.3 You !

2009-03-19T01:47:00.000-07:00

木曜の夜

Tml is the last 3 days of the school holidae before the schools start again. So fast term 2 le. yeah !

Mon , i went to city hall tgt wif jia ming . Both went out , despite the heavy rainfall at our area. Is the start of the holidae , must go out walk walk de marh . So went to city hall there walk , as it was still drizzling at city hall , we had to stay indoor and walk thru the linkway like a headless housefly. Had a early dinner at Pizza Hut , finally after saying want to eat since last week ? ... The picture was taken by the indian security guard lady. Wanted to walk in the fountain de but , missed the timing le , so next time bah .

i forgot wad i did for tues le , proberbly went out to slack , talk rot , eat and stuff bah . No pictures taken on tat dae.

Weds , played tennis tgt wif kuro aka fairy. Suddenly i feel so strong while playin tennis lols. Chatted and slack before i headed out again and him headin home. he askin for a gym session. when ?

Parents , at times i just don't get it , didn't u say we are from the same blood and womb , but how come the treatment is diff ? Or Is it because he has a LJ ? I wonder who was the one who say , i am not like him who is bias . And now wad ? who is being bias here ? Who is treating me like a free human labour ? Who is treating me like a teddy bear , want then care , dun want then fuck care? Think abt it .... Once a friend now stranger , once family now enemey...

2009-03-11T04:25:00.000-07:00

水曜の夜

* note form *

The past few daes was a blast ! Enjoyed myself .

4th wednesday 水曜日 : It was the school's staff bonding day and is also half day . So Went to school , went to bugis to get cloth for someone's costume. Headed to town area to meet jia ming . Met kuro there , walked around before going to Taka and have my fave spagittee Lunch ! Loves !

6th Friday 金曜日: Luo Zhi Xiang held a autograph session at east point. Met Johnatan at around 6 plus to see luo Zhi Xiang. Told him to go earlier , don't want , was late for the event. RESULT -> Flooded Crowds -> Need to squeeze to find a place to see SHOW -> Not a nice View , 5th level of east point. Rushed Back home to watch the Drama Perfect Cut .

7th Saturday 土曜日 : Had to head back to school for extra lesson . As usual , the leopard does not change it's spot . Was suppose to be in school at 10 am , however , i left home at 10 am ( ~ _~ ) * i know is rubbish * Ended at 11 plus , Went to have lunch with 8 other people * Lazy + don't know how to spell the Name * then play Lan , left 4 Dead . Interesting Game thou .

9th Monday 月曜日 : Common test week 0 ( `') oooo * faint * Next week holidae , lookin forward to it . Finally holidae , can slow down the pace of life le .

10th tuesday 火曜日 : something happened , i'm happy .... ^.^ hopeit can contuine.

TODAE !

Surprising , i know how to do the maths paper . Realli. is it because of caculator ? maybe , is it because of it contain onli 3 topic ? perhaps. Anyway , knowing how to do is one , BUT getting it correct is another . Shit i flunk the eng paper 1 and also chem . Hope can pass bio. ( -.-)v

Slacked , Went to have lunch , met rachell up . Last seen her was the care and share day . IMY girl. Hope u will enjoy life in poly . There is another reason , why is shule be happy tat i am re-taking 'o' .

My sister Attitude Sucks to the bloody core . I am just waiting for the chance to jump back at her... we shall see. Life won't be hard , if u did play by MY rule .

Tml , SS and Geo paper , off to mug abt the facts le . Dumb brain of mine , it just don't want to work. thanks Joanne for bringing those tarrot cards.

P.s that the photoshoot , taken by the PHOTOGRAPHER KURO last year. 1 yr later then he sent to me -.-"'

2009-02-28T06:56:00.000-08:00

土曜日の夜

My heel is not getting any better ! This picture means so much to me . * is definitely not my hand * How i hope it was .

The family dinner just now was great . As Ever , every good thing will end with a bad note. Life is just so unpredictable. I sincerely hope she will be fine in no time. I hope to be able to play cards with her again next year during CNY . I hope to see her again during granny birthdae in july.

Took some pictures after dinner shall upload them up when i have the time. Time do fly...

I am starting to regret on some choices i made ...

2009-02-28T06:52:00.000-08:00

土曜日の午後

Can't she give me a min of silence . Back from tuition , she already start nagging at me , like there is no tml. The things she nagged abt are all minor stuff. Stuff that are so minor that she needs to make them sound so big . WTF.

School This week was alrite. Met Up wif Fuzzy On Thurs nite to go gym .[( - . * "' )] . Did some running and stuff. Chatted . Gossiped lols. Had to talk infront of the class. Which looks hard at first , but after tat i am kinda of okie with it . Is it because i am used to all these stage fright or wad ever u call them. Anyway the topic i choose was - What Does Marriage Means to you ?

Just Speak my mind out abt what i think abt marriage . After all got a 12 / 16 . not bad bah.. hahas. Was actually surprised tat i manage to score 12... zz(` o _ o ' )zzz

Anyway , just receive a last min call from my 3rd aunt. She asking for a dinner at internation Seafood centre , which i guess is near to East Coast There de Carl's JR❤ ... *I want to eat Carl's Jr anyone ? * IS so last min , tat i realli dun know wad to wear man ... I want a Personal Image Stylist For myself❤❤❤ !!!! ^^

Before i go Racksack the Messy Like Hell de Cardboard of mine , The News abt the baby which is raped by 2 20 ++ males is ~~realli disgusting.~~ Come on someone enlighten me , what so good abt Fucking a baby ? A baby which cries and cries ? I think Deep Down they are Just Weird and abit mental ...

What has this world become ? Sex video , Sex photos , Sex scandel , Rapped Victims Splashing all over the Papers almost daily... I am just too disgusted to go on commenting ... time to think of wad to wear ... i can't wear heels , cause my heels hurts , due to last sat .

2009-02-23T02:50:00.000-08:00

月曜の夜

Valentine's Day was Great ! Shall not go on abt Valentine's day , as it is like so so so long ago le... But in short , i did realli enjoy myself. Thanks For the Necklace baby , Thanks Valkyrie Jie jie for the Chocolates and also Magnet u gave me ! Loves...❤❤❤

Saturday was The Dunman's Care & Share Day . Thank Valkyrie Jie Jie for making Your way down to accompany me ! Thanks ! Anyway, She was like My PA . Lols . The FunFair was quite fun bah ... Managed to pull off a fire performance * ~~a year or so since i last did mine~~ * and also 2 lighted stick show.

It feels so good , to be performing again.. Realli... Memories flooding back to my mind... Thanks KURO aka Fiddy aka Fairy for being my partner for that day. Fell From The two men height , careless me , shule have taken out my sock. And my SOLE hurts NOW !!!! .[( - . * "' )]

After which , went to City hall tat area , to meet up with M13 ... Nice bunch of people. hahas... Theme of tat outting was to Wear a Wig and cross-dress ~~i think~~ Anyway , i had my share of fun . Wore the BLUE wig o (`')ooooo ! omg , i just freakin love tat colour. Anyway , the pictures are at the bottom of the post.

* the black hat is my valkyrie Jie jie ! *

2009-02-13T02:55:00.000-08:00

金曜の夜

* i look like i have fats... tummy * anyway ... School starting to take a turn... shall not go on and blabber abt it...

After school changed and went out to look for classmate. Cab down , chat for awhile , some have to leave , so left me and another one. Chatted over alot of stuff... interesting thou .

There are so many things on my mind , i dun noe wad to say for now or post for now. So this shall be a short post .

Btw , Wishing everyone a early Happy Valentine Day ! And also Happy birthday to yong * nt sure of his full name *... nice birthday date , 13 fab a day before valentine...

Mixed feeling for the Upcoming Carnival next sat ... hopefully things will turn out well...

2009-02-06T23:36:00.000-08:00

土曜日の午後

Went to town areas * winks * ytd. Before that went to meet the Photographer- ash wif valkyrie jie jie to get the team's photos... I'm nt sure if others mind lettin me post their photoshoot photos or not. So For now , i will just upload my own photos.... =)

Somehow or rather , after lookin/staring at my photos , i conclude tat , for some reasons , my lips looks dam fat =X - due to lip gloss ? , I look taller - due to camera angles ? , i look abit fat/chubber zz(` o _ o ' )zzz ? but other than those , i think it turned out not bad. Photo above is as teaser bah....途中で来るより多くの写真

Met valkyrie jie jie ytd , saw a dam cute white fur cat wif blue eyes. * faints *. Wanted to buy food for her de , but when i tried to carry her , she ran away scratchin me. So with the Cat Food we brought , we Decided to give to another Cat . Photos of It can be found in Valkyrie jie jie blog when she uploads them .... Loves...

hopefully i can see tat cat again...
White fur ,
Blue eyes ...

2009-02-04T05:00:00.000-08:00

水曜の夜

Ytd was talkin to Sky * the name he insist me to call him *, noticed how much have him changed since she left him . Not for the bad , but for the good. I seriously think she is A realli inmature woman. * notice i use woman - hint hint age * at this age le , still acting like some 13 or 14 year old teens - the way she handles relationship. Grow up girl. If u are goin to leave singapore , Leave Singapore For good and disappear out of Sky's sight for good . Stop appearing and disappearing into the thin air for no fucking reason. _I_

I'm all drained out by school. God ! i have at least 2 free period each day . Which adds up to a total of 14 free period a week = 14 hours of rotting ? perhaps. hahas... 14/49 period ? interestin hahas. I am dead tired , just had me medicine my nose is running.... zz(` o _ o ' )zzz

If time could turn back , what is the 3 things u hope to re-do / not to do it/ did it ?

2009-02-03T04:48:00.000-08:00

火曜の夜

疲れた ~ i'm dam tired now ... abt to doze off any min i hit the pillow... * temptin bed beside me - black cover , 3 bears waiting ... * ( - (0.0) - )"'

i miss my baby , he will be back onli on thurs... another 2 more daes...hmm... anyway , i would like to go on tryabank talk show ! ~~* thou i nt good in speakin fluent english luhs , but anyway *~~ i think her talk show are sensational lohs. Always leavin one with many to think over / consider....❤❤❤

i must admit man , i sucks at maths . All thanks to ting zhen - the pretty lady sittin beside me ,i dun noe de can ask her... She is good in maths man. I am rotten in maths. And She seems to be well-liked in the class , mainly she looks sweet , attractive , full of smiles and also has good qualities bah. Since Teacher put me beside her , i must learn as much as possible from her ... hahas ....(* >.< *) i am nt a copycat just learnin from her...

Callin for coffee session tml at starbuck , interested parties Sms me ....
♪♪...Carmel frap...♪♪

2009-02-02T04:37:00.000-08:00

月曜の夜

It is Just so interesting that a Question given by the english teacher can make me think so much. The question is What Singapore means to me - What is important To me ?

i was dumbfold , there was a pure blank in my mind. And what i can come up with is - Dreams , Friends , My Dog , Family * ~~except for some ppl~~ * , sense of security ? tat all ? argh so hard.... 重点を置かれる

Met eathen kor todae after school as he need to head to TPY/AMK i also forget le , so meet up awhile before he embark on his journey to his Easy Cash JOB !!! kor kor , i help me get the thing lei , i want to train , then can work tgt wif u guys , EASY cash ...ARGH.... o (`')ooooo

And EMMA , i say alot of time le , but i want to say again , i am so so so sorry . 私は残念な姉妹である looks forward workin wif u ...

WOnder how many ppl will turn up tml ?

2009-02-01T04:26:00.000-08:00

日曜の夜

Alot of things happened todae , and i am dam tired to type all things out... but thanks baby for enlightening me... love ya... Beach is a good place to sort out thoughts... pperhaps i should go there often.

i'm thinkin of plannin an outting wif my new classmates , perhaps a dinner or a picnic at the beach bah, see how they respond to my suggestion...

tml is a school dae again , wonders how will my dae turn out for tml... hmm.. hopefully is a good dae bah , hahas... tat all for now le bah ...

I hate being a puppet ...

2009-01-31T00:56:00.000-08:00

土曜日の午後

Wanted to Head to Town de , Waited for Baby's sms . His last sms was like morning . And i'm still waiting... guess won't be headin to town wif him le bah ... nvm....私はまだ待っている...

My dad insist that i must , YES must head to british council for my english. He say my english is terrible. So went down to do the test for it. They say 40 mins , so i thought must wait for 40 mins then can go. Finished it up within 5 mins. Sat there for 35 mins , rotting. When i come out then know , when u are done you can leave le. TMD , Wasted 35 mins there stonning. z ( U.U ) z

3rd Aunt called and ask me over tml for yu sheng . Tml is 7th day of CNY. Which is the ren re , a good auspicious day for yu sheng she say de........[( - . * "' )]

Livin in a life that is instructed by others.

2009-01-30T02:40:00.000-08:00

潘玮柏苏芮我想更懂你

每次我想更懂你我们却更有距离
是不是都用错言语也用错了表情
其实我想更懂你不是为了抓紧你
我只是怕你会忘记有人永远爱着你

( whenever you come
whatever we talk
and i'll right here waiting for you )

请你听听我的真心话
你每天看着我长大
但你是否了解我内心矛盾的对话
你板着脸孔不屑的对着我看
我的视线没有能勇气
只好面对冷冰冰的地板
这就是你这就是我我们之间的互动
何时开始慢慢加以冷藏加以冷冻
我好想逃我好想躲进一个洞

我需要真正了解我的人为我进行解救
这就是我的内心请你仔细的剖
我试过好多次的机会想要触碰你手
课本写说你们应是我最好的朋友
但是显然不是我叙述我的故事

this is never well but in our hearts to see
though people change the future's
still inside of me
we must remember that tromorrow
comes after the dark
but i got something trapped in my heart
so i got something to say

你曾经说过当我站在十字路口
只要有你在我不会经历漫长的夜去等
待现在十字路口只有我独自站
没有对象寻找答案只好自我反叛
看我其实没那么好战
我也希望说话可以婉转不让你心烦
对你开口好难我想要无话不谈
我的人生我的个性其实没那么烂
这就是我的内心请你仔细的剖
我好想回到过去看你微笑摸摸我的头
课本写说你们应是我最好的朋友
如果换个公式我祈祷不同故事

2009-01-30T02:13:00.000-08:00

金曜日の夜

* Posted tis before , but goin to do tat again , valkyrie - tis skirt rite ? *

Things are dam messy and confusing. Why do such stuff happen to me every time ? i hate this feeling i'm getting... someone enlighten me and show me the path to take. Why must him always make my life difficult is it because i am nt his daughter or wad ? Why he onli care for himself and put himself in his shoes but nt mine ? Just why can't he just think for me once and stop usin those excuse to shut me up.

2009-01-29T05:02:00.000-08:00

木曜の夜

Rachell Is MISSED !

i'm missin my hair ❤ , With the dam long bangs just the the photo above... With the BLUE eyes... hahas... i just can't stand lookin Fuckin UGLY, Like now in school , where i have to look like some Super Goody girl with my hair all up and and and my long skirt * DM say is Short Wadever* (●´ω`○) Perhaps my legs have grown longer... Lols

Had some sort of CNY celebration in school , during school hours - morning . Miss Yeo * looks friendly form teacher* brought Yu Sheng . So Had Yu Sheng with the class and the Sec 1 students , good exp bah. z ( U.U ) z Had some sort of small lucky draw thingy, my number was 1 . yes 1 . Won a mug... interesting class i got to say ...[( - . * "' )]

Schoolin is a Tiring Chore. Realli , sit there , listen to teacher talk talk talk , will also feel like sleepin... too tired le bah . I will be re-doin F&N , TMD can't think of any good ideals or inspiration... hmm... hopes inspiration will come knockin on my door.★★★

Looks Forward To Meetin Up With M13 !

2009-01-28T01:47:00.000-08:00

水曜日の午後

Happy Chinese New Year !!!

As Promissed to some people , i am suppose to upload the Photoshoot which happen in the holidae , which i took , BUT due to some reason ~~* nt goin to say names here (* >.< *)) *~~ the photos are deleted by the photographer ~~(変質者のカメラマン)~~ before i can even saved them T-T ! 叫び! 叫び! 叫び! i super love ❤ the pictures , it realli realli turn out dam nice i swear ! Ask Valkyrie , she saw them too ...

So sorry , for those waitin to See the pictures ! 私は残念である! U can onli see thru EOY de pictures... thou is nt tat perfect as compared to the photoshoot. More cosplay to be comin on da way... 希望 o(` ' )ooooooo

I am re-takin My O levels as a student again... Signs ... Need To wake up early , Need to Attend To school , Need to follow dumb school rules - which is like WTF . Like Baby say de , since is last year le , then enjoy lohs. But okie luhs , this new school i am attending , seems nice - so far... teacher nt tat Fuck up ~~* nt sure when will they start growin their horns *~~ Met a Few Nice people and Made new friends hahas... Got to study harder tis year le bah ... hahas. Oh yeah i must say , For O lvl De F&N i GOT " A" 幸せ Just like She Promissed tat i will get , if i stop crappin in my coursework =.="'

Must meet up with Marcus di & company , Rachell and others , super long nv see you people le , misses. Kuro , Wei xiang , baby - tennis session tis sat ? Friends will be Friends till the end , No matter New or Old , afterall , we are still friends yeah....[( - . * "' )] 生命の友人

The oldest In Sec 5 perhaps. The smallest size in the class , Certainly !

2008-12-17T04:39:00.000-08:00

水曜の夜

Tis post is For GWEN . She say i post very little photo in my tis new blog , as compared to my old blog. So i delicate the whole post for her . Post as many picture as possible. enjoy !

Dun cry ! i know you won't !

2008-12-17T03:45:00.000-08:00

水曜の夜

Miss Joisu Yamazaki Is officially attached to Mr Wu Jia Ming On Wednesday , 17 December 2008. ジョイスは氏にウーJia Ming 水曜日、2008年12月17日公式に付す! ❤❤❤❤

It has been a long time since i got in of love . Hahas , Just hope this will last bah . A promising one , hahas. I'm realli realli so happy todae , he kept on makin my blush * 表面赤* (* >.< *))

Met Uncle Cid * ~~he nt realli tat old , just we are used to call him tat , due the the chara he cosplay~~ * He told me the details abt the Mv we makin for our Team. I think is a very good idea on the picnic , Uncle cid realli think till very detailed ! I love his ideal realli. Simple and easy to do bah. I WANT A CLOUD for my MV !!! The Old Cloud Gone le , he went into bleach de chara le . Now gt a new one want to join our team , but we abit nt sure who is he , and how he look like . hahas.

Went to otaku house to see see , Guess wad i saw , i see an ad they lookin for Sales personal . Went to apply , i realli realli realli hope i can get tat job, Wanted to be part-time de , but the person gave a face , then bo bian say full time also can ! JM seems to be able to read my mind , he keep on tellin the person to help me as i realli realli want to work there. Hope he will call bah. realli. 実際に !

tat all for now , i'm kinda of too happy for words , my cousin comin over to stay , so yeah , waitin for him to come . My sister will be so happy , till she can fly coze she click dam well wif my cousin , as they both are in to english songs and actress and actors . Wadever!

i'm realli happy todae !

2008-12-16T04:55:00.000-08:00

夕食の前の火曜の夜

I 'm so bloody happy , almost flying up to the sky le realli . Valkyrie say for EOY de tifa , is very nice for beginner ! Wee ~ 空気へのジャンプ . Okie enough of happiness , i will still continue and perfect it de !

Well , i am typin dam slow todae , coze my dog bite my finger ytd , long story , keep on bleeding , is a deep wound sia. Can't type fast , type too fast , will pain . Wah , ytd when my dog puncture her teeth into my finger tat time , i stun diao , whole finger numb , no feel de lohs . onli after 5 mins , then i start to feel pain , and onli tears start to roll, blood bleed like no tml.

A ideal struck my mind , to lick the blood and find the reason why vampire love blood. Now i understand le , i guess , by lickin the blood * i know it sound disgustin , but i realli want to know why why why !!! * coze blood gt a metalic taste and also a unique fav , that why vampire like it bah... hahas.

Perhaps i'm fallin in love ,
Just perhaps...

2008-12-15T06:36:00.000-08:00

月曜の夜

i have updated for todae le , but anyway i have realli nth to do , hence i decided to write another post.

i have Freakin learn from my exp le . Next time cosplay tat time , while takin photo , Must smile abit , cannot look so no expression like tat. And also also also , must draw abit of eyeliner and some make-up , cannot go wif-out any , as People are takin photos from random angles. And i am nt some Top notch model from every angles also look dam chio tat type de. そうだけあったら…

Anyway , a call from JM at 3pm , say he wake up le , he reach home at 7 am , inital plan was to go to Studio WU and go for lesson de . BUT , by the time i reach simei de MRT station was already 4 pm le. 30 mins , how to reach SMU ? Fly ? 不可能! .[( - . * "' )]

So , bo bian , have to change plans , sry sry sry JM. And For My convient , JM propose to Go to bugis , instead of PS , as PS gt nth to do. Mrt-ed to bugis , JM sotong , he say take wrong train ,(●´ω`○) so waited for him to come . Had dinner tgt , shopped for awhile , jiu go off le.

I tell You people , When i was tgt wif him at 3 different incident i realli feel tat he is Cute . Realli . Dam Freakin Cute his expression. 笑い... ❤❤❤❤

If onli i was a top notch model ,
If onli Life was was a Drama taken off from the movies...

2008-12-14T22:50:00.000-08:00

月曜日の午後

My brother is admited to the hospital , tat was the first thing my sis told me when she woke me up from my sweet dream . 叫び ~ Then see the time , oh is 11.40 le , Thinkin is another sundae. Then suddenly rmb , i gt to meet up JM . Called him , hahas , he also sleepin , so same same luhs. Chatted all da way , till dun noe wad time.

Because My mother is Nt around , My sister SUCKS big time , she was tryin to act like she was the part-time mother , tellin me to go to tis and tat , Naggin me to blah blah blah. Which was like WTF lohs. She also nt mother. Step one nia. 愚か ! 愚か! 愚か!

We ( JM and me ) say to meet up at nite drink , at my place here. He came around 11plus , went to buy food for my sister , gave her her dinner, i had none , and we started chattin downstair near the pool and drank.

After which , it started to rain heavily , we changed to my hus there de stairs , coze my sis want to slp dun want me to bring Jm back home , so bo bian. we both high high like tat , say want to see sunrise , say want to eat breakfast , say want to take first bus , Say later go dancin lesson tgt at 4.30 de , say after tat go for dinner , say want to go swimmin in da middle of the nite .... So slacked till 6am bah. till we parted.

Tat Photo up there was taken around 4 am ? Stupid face i have there hahas.

2008-12-13T23:33:00.000-08:00

土曜の夜

Thank You Valkyrie for tellin me where can i get the cloth that i want . Without your info , i will be dead meat realli. I won't be there to Cosplay For EOY le. 非常に本当にありがとう . 2 nd , Is Jian Zhi For pei-ing me to go buy the cloth at arab Street and walk ard for the day making me laugh and laugh non-stop.Thank You ありがとう .

EOY was real Fun , And i sure Gained Alot of experience ! Thanks To all Who made it So fun and Possible. Final Fantasy Family Rocks !!!! Still Sourcin for photos , so will upload soon when i have a full collection ! hahas.

I must admit , i totally screw up todae , Went back to the house to and fro dun noe how many time , coze forget to bring things. WTF , Super forgetful de me hahas. That all for now , tired , off to bed. Nites おやすみなさい z ( U.U ) z

2008-12-06T20:06:00.000-08:00

日曜日の朝

The Bright Morning sun rays had just hit me , and i just woke up . z ( U.U ) z My Family had started naggin me already . I just onli morning nia lohs. 考えなさい " why am i even here in da first place , shule have move to my granny place and stay for the weekend and come back on mon , stupid me luhs , rejected the ideal , laziness has to be blamed " 振動の頭部 .

They can't stop naggin on everything tat i do . They nag abt the time i sleep . The time i Wake up . Not havin breakfast . Nt havin Lunch . Watchin Tv the whole Day . Using The laptop the whole day . The way i sit on the sofa ... WTH lohs. They shule start flimin a flim on naggin , or better , just write a book on naggin ppl. 遅延

They have totally spoil my DAY ! realli . Haiz. Marcus , enjoy life , went to china already ytd. comin back on da 17 . sian nor. EOY comin le , still need to get ready for thing le . Busy !

2008-12-02T02:38:00.000-08:00

火曜日の夕方

ytd nite something happen , i also dun noe shule i say is it a good thing or a bad thing tat happened. I dun want to write stories here , i dun noe luhs , the mixed feelin tat i get , does not feel good at all. At the end of the dae , i lost to her le , lost to a 27 yr old woman. Hahas . This life bah. i think . 悲しい

8 am plus , a call from jian zhi , say meet at 10 am. Bus-ed to TP and met him . Waited and Waited for him at the bridge till 11 am . Hahas , thinkin back , i stand down there , wait , then those ppl , walk pass me , like in the zoo see animals like tat . All Walk pass , All Must see awhile . WTF .

Didn't think tat i will meet diao zeyu 幸せ! . Hahas , indeed , he has turn into a charmin prince . hahas. Still as dashin as before★ . Went to the engeerining sch there de food court eat till 1 pm plus. Walked jian zhi to his lecture hall. along the way , surprised , tat i will spot a few last time tuition de friends there , just hi-bye nia. hahas .[( - . * "' )]

Later i also dun noe is i infulence him dun go lecture or he dun want to go lecture de . WE both decide to go catch a movie. Before he went back for lecture at 4pm. bus-ed to Rachell place. Chatted abt alot of things. Surprised that i saw roys sittin at rachell hus de void deck alone. hahas. Chatted abt alot of things luhs. Rained like F**k when i was abt to go home (( =_=))"' , took two plastic bag to wrap my boots and waited for a cab. finally back home.

Thanks jian zhi for the movie , Thanks rachell for the Present you gt for me at ur holida trip . THANKs !! ❤❤❤❤

2008-12-01T05:51:00.000-08:00

月曜の夜

Went out todae again. Sometime i just hate goin out wif them . Realli . She * cannot plan hao hao the timing , say 11 am leave , also nt i last one to leave the house de. Plus from here to there where gt 30 mins can reach. (( =_=))"' Think wad bullet train arh. Late Le , come blame me . WTF . My sister no fault luhs ? You call me wake up last one , i onli have a decent 10 mins to prepare everything , of coze i just mix and match wad i have in mind and wear liao loh. I also dun have the time to go see the mirror and see if it nice or not . z ( U.U ) z

You walk out of the hus liao dun say wait till in ochard road there , then start to say i dress so werid . " No ppl Dress like tis and tis de blah blah blah..." Of coze my sister will be there to suck up . Adding Fuel to the Fire . Talkin abt dressin , i think , i can dress better than you bah . If not why are u askin me on how to dress when u are goin out wif ur friends or Dates ? 振動の頭部 (●´ω`○)

I dun think so loh. It's just top , short skirt , laced socks , heels. Tat all . i didn't even have the time to put on my conntact lense or to draw eyeliner ! You are just so unreasonable. 怒っている!

★ Enough of her ! She totally spoil my day ! ★

My mother askin me to go work . She suggestin me to go work at ikea , there , see if i can make use of my skill or just learn somethings. I want to , but u dun expect me to walk into Tamp Ikea Office and say , i am applyin for a job , which is so and so . Experience in such area , Nil . You think the company will want to employ me ? Chances are dam Low ! Not like i am some Big Shot Interior designer ❤ rite?

* i dun want to write name here *

So many things on my mind ,
who can i pour it to ? Him ?
Tat was all da past !
He has his Gf le , can't bother him ...

2008-11-30T06:49:00.000-08:00

日曜の夜

Wah , i am dam shag now ! sleep at 3am ytd. 3 hours later or so , my mother waked me up . She told me my sis and bro has swimmin lesson and ask me to go . I woked up and dress up . As it was early in the morning , i was so lazy to move my ass around in a very fast manner. Therefor i was the last one to head out of the house. My brother started to nag at me , Say i makin him late blah blah blah. My sister as usual follow suit. 人々の急増する束.

They are just so so unappreciative lohs. They are goin for the lesson , why must i wei le them wake up so early , when i could have sleep till noon ? Because of them , after the swimming lesson we have to go to the temple. Of so many sunday , they dun want to go swim , purposly want to choose this sundae. GRR . Took my shades wif me to block my half-sleep eyes.の醜さ >.<

After breakfast of ICE CREAM & WAFFLES * おいしい * , i was wide awake , ready to charged. Went to the temple near raffles place MRT station one of the exit. The aunty was talkin to me , Suddenly it just make alot of sense to me lohs. She also say my mother . Alot of stuff luhs!

Brought a book from borders. A year In High Heels. Hope it is as promissing as the First book by the same author called Camilla Morton. I'm so dead beat now , my brother has beauty consulation tml morning , i have to wake up early again !

Oh yeah , My dad brought us to Esata * dun noe how to spell * The house there are BEAUTIFUL ! too bad , the unit we want , someone buy le , if nt , how nice , gt sea view soh ! hais. 私はそこに住みたいと思う !

2008-11-29T06:41:00.000-08:00

土曜日の夜

* information *

From now on i will upload photos i take in hongkong in my every post . But for those who want to see all the photos . Please Log into ur friendster acc , Look for my FACE/ Profile and see the photo abllum. Thanks. ありがとう !

Thoughts Of the day : Parents are weird . * My Parents * They ask me wad i like / interest is , i tell them wad my interest is le . They on purpose ask me to go join thing tat i have no interest in . [( - . * "' )] Like Go play golf , Go for Takawando , Go for swimming , Go for Tennis blah blah blah . Is not tat i dun like them , i am fine wif doin such sports , but nt commited to go and play golf every week , go for swimming session every fri and sat evening or tennis at the country club . I do understand their point of view , but i am nt so commited to do such stuff . I am more commited to go for dance session ❤, even if it everydae , to go for Japanese lang classes ❤ , Jamming session ❤ , And a few others too . Not so much on those .

They way they convience me is just so so so wrong. Realli . They keep on tellin me , go do such high-class de sports then can meet diao who and who and blah blah blah . Say real de , i dun believe in tat luhs. It just more like for themselves bah. Afterall , i am goin to marry him because of Love ❤, feel . NOT the S 11 god ! dun understand them . Yes i do agree $$ is impt but so is ur daughter de xing fu marh rite. Aiya i dun noe luhs .

Just recieve a message from Jia ming , he say Kenny de grandmother in hospital . I want to call him , but i dun noe wad to say , so , nvm bah , later just msg him bah . Hope she is fine , nth serious bah . 彼女がすぐによく得る希望 !

Went to the IT fair tgt wif Marcus , Armond and 2 other boys . dun noe the name. Happen to meet Clinton workin there . Went out chatted , then bus-ed back home , while they went off to fix their bicyle and have dinner. Bicycle are fixed le , means can go cyclin tgt le . Weee ~~~~ 幸せ

♪♪...tat all for now , i will update real soon ,off to watch 不良笑花 last ep le . Sad story , i like tang meng !!!! hahas...♪♪ 我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了你不等了说好的幸福呢 ?

2008-11-19T20:40:00.000-08:00

i'm back from hong kong !
anyway tis the quizz

1. The person who tag/pass me this: の IliDOOFUS
2. The relationship between him/her: の ClassMate ! Friend !
3. Your 3 expression of him/her: の Cool ! Nice ? Tall * as compared to me *
4. The most memorable he/she had done for ~~you~~ Us : の Sing Infront of the class during the grad ^_*
5. The most memorable he/she had said to you: の Hi !
6. If he/she become your lover, will you want?: の Hmm...considerable. i am bisexual ! *Winks *
7. If he/she become your lover, things that he/she need to improve: の Be more opitimistic
8. If he/she become your enemy, how?: の Try and be friend her again ?
9. If he/she become your enemy, whats the reason?: の Me for bein over irrating .
10. The most desired thing you wanna do with him/her: の Hang Out tgt .
11. Your overall impression of him/her: の Cool , Nice Girl !
12. How do you think people around you feel for you?: の They think i talk too much and can be irrating . And talk Without Thinking !
13. The character that I love bout myself: の Good listening ears =D
14. On the contrary, what bout the character I hate bout myself: の Not Finishing The things i am out to do it.
15. The most ideal person you wanna be: の Outgoing , Taller , Toned Body ...
16. For people that love, care & concern for you, say something to them: の Thanks , 谢谢(c) , merci (f) , grazie (I) , ありがとう (J) , 당신을 감사하십시오 (K)
17. Pass this quiz to 10 of you friends that you want to know how they think of you:
-)1. Hui yin
-)2. Rachell
-)3. Criss
-)4. Brenda
-)5. Eddwin
-)6. Jeff
-)7. Madeline
-)8. Armond
-)9. Marcus
-)10. Clinton
18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?: の Single Club Member
19. No.9 is male/female?: の Male
20. If no.7 & 10 is together, will it be a good thing?: の Unpredictable . Surprising . Both are of the different chara.
21. What is no.2 studying bout?: の " Love " hahas .
22. When is the last time you speak to no.3?: の i'm still talkin to him now
23. What kind of music band no.8 like?: の English , Japanese Anime Theme songs
24. Does no.1 have any siblings?: の Yeah
25. Will you woo no.3?: の No comment .
26. How bout no.7?: の For her Skills in baking , Why not , everlasting supply of nicely decorated cakes
27. Is no.4 single?: の No
28. Whats no.5 surname?: の Chen ? nt sure .
29. Whats the hobby of no.10?: の Eat
30. Does no.5 & 9 get along well?: の they dun know each other , but i am sure they will get along well.
31. Whr is no.2 studying at?: の ESSS.
32. Talk something casually bout no.1: の smart ? know her for years. But aren't close.
33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?: の Nope
34. Whr does no.9 lives at?: の Tamp Near 201 there
35. What color does no.4 like?: の Pink i suppose
36. Are no.1 & 5 good friends?: の YES
37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?: の erm... tough qns
38. Whats no.6 doing now?: の In Sch ?

2008-11-15T06:36:00.000-08:00

土曜の夜

wah dam high now ! Went dancin todae wif jia ming and calvin at studio wu . Walked our way to SMU , which is like so far from bugis . After tat , search for the dumb studio in the bloody big de SMU library. 疲れた ~

3 of us , 60 + dollars . We went into the room A , thinkin it was HIP hop lesson . But after tat , we then notice it was house dance lesson . WTF lohs. Anyway , tried out FUCKIN bext to keep up to the tempo and steps. not easy . After 1 hour of dancin or so , one word - thirsty. Went to buy fruit Juice - watermelon . drink it up within 2 or 3 mins. [( - . * "' )]

Walked Our Way to Far east , as calvin had a appointment to have his hair cut at 4 pm. WEnt to Carl's JR to have lunch , before he go and cut hair. Chatted over lunch abt holidaes , on where we went and stuff.

THANKS you JIA MING for pei me to walk around far east to look for sunglasses and helpin me to choose one ! ありがとう ! walked to wheelock place to have his phone fixed , as he tot his phone was spoil , actually is was not ! Shop ard there for awhile , had coffee at coffee bean .

I MRT-ed back to kallang to met my dad , while Jia ming went to meet kenny and calvin to bus back home change before goin clubbing.

Alrite , tat all for todae bah , i am so goin to rush and pack my luggage ! GOD i just love countires which has Winter , cold temperature . Hope tat i will have a pleasant journey . i Love my sunglasses ! ❤❤❤❤

ありがとう jia ming for todae ~

2008-11-12T06:08:00.000-08:00

金曜日の夜

i have been so busy recently that i dun even have the time to go and have a hair cut ! Not to mention Highlight it before i leave for hong kong . 悲しい

If u are thinkin what have i been doin , LET me tell you Cleaning , packing And MORE dusting ! God i sometime starts to hate Holidaes. Anyway , managed to meet a few people up , these few days.

As for now i am real busy , Watchin My Absolute Boyfriend - zettai kareshi -- > Link <--. Is a Nice Show ! That main Male Lead has Hot bodies . Anyway . I am back to planning the things to do in hong kong . Hopefully it will be another good trip like JAPAN.

Bus-ed to Singapore Swimmin club, was on the bus 12. And was tryin to look if i am suppose to drop at this or the next stop . A Aunty Tot i was a lost child and asked where i want to go. I SWEAR i dun look like some children !!! Anyway , Walked all da way to the club ! KILLER heels !

Tat all for now , see if i can update tml . Hopefully i can , one last one before i leave , sg.

Do u realli like goin in there ? You just came out nt long ago nia , so fast jiu to go in le . Go Inside Take Care luhs . Come out le contact me yeah and try not to go in so often luhs. Not good * winks * . As promiss i won't tell " L " de . Smiles. Thanks for the offer BTW. Joyce - JB

2008-11-11T03:34:00.000-08:00

火曜日の夜

My DAD is GREAT !!!! * shouts * 私のお父さんは大きい!!

He came back home tellin me :
" Girl arh , u lookin for a job rite ? I got one for u , Is my friend's company , at changi there. "

" as ? Where ? " ( a little surprised that he know i was lookin for a job )

" As Cleck Loh , Changi there , airport there , no the place where we east porridge there loh . The pay 500- 600 onli lei . Want ? or i try lookin for u in town area one ? " ( i dun noe where he was referin to. realli )

" Oh , nvm , i will take the job up , better than nth rite ? if have intown then i quit and go town de loh . Is better than nth bah . "

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hope i can Get that job bah . hahas , happiness .... 幸福

2nd thing is ....
I went to check out the japanese language lesson de price and stuff.

it 315.65 ( 270 + $ 25 + 7% ) 25 is the reg fee

BUT ....

it will be 288.90 ( if 2 or more ppl join tgt before 28 )

all these will be for 10 lesson . fridae 7 pm - 9.30 pm

Got armond to Join the class tgt wif me . Still askin marcus to join ... Hope he say yes bah .

先に見ることそれに
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Watched NANA the movie and also Hana Yori Dango Final . I super love the story man . These 2 are nice Movies. Hahas . Kenny Didn't manage to go to burnie todae , but he will be flyin off tml. As he has his own reason . Smart move !! Hope i can Learn from NANA and also Hana Yori Dango de female lead bah . Be Strong and positive in life.... 生命の強く、陽性がありなさい ~

Tat all for todae bah....

2008-11-09T19:04:00.001-08:00

月曜の朝

Went cyclin wif armond ytd in the late afternoon . From simei to pair ris beach . The toughest part of the ride if one were to ask , well i will say will be the bridge , where we ride all the way up against gravity. 疲れた ~

Upon reachin the beach , it was all worth the cyclin and hardwork. The funny part is tat my legs are not achin , just my back are achin abit , i pull my shoulders back. WEird... [( - . * "' )]

I envy Kenny sia , he Go NS machiam like go holidae like tat . He is goin to Burnie on tue. He went to some Hill in sg which is so amazing , by the way he describe it to me. See Ya on Fri / Sat tenatively bah !

♪♪ Off for lunch for now...♪♪
I want to eat Xiao long bao !!!!

2008-11-06T05:38:00.000-08:00

木曜日の夜

Those who know me will know i am nt the usual type of girl who will watch talk show . I Rather Be caught PowerRanger or Noddy * something something* show Than watchin those English Talk show.

But , BUT ytd night , as i was flipping thru the channel... i happen to come across to TYRABANKS talk show.❤ TYRA. F.Y.I Tyra is a supermodel who has shoot and play a big role in Americian Next Top Model Series. ❤❤❤❤

I must agree Her talk show are interestin , much much more interesting than Elden * spells something like tat * She invited this Datin expert called Matt Titus (●´ω`○) to help and give advice to audience mostly females abt their problem.

In ytd Talk show , Tyra Dating SOS . They covered abt shule the guy accept the lady offer to pay in dates ? Shule the lady pop the Question abt the marriage ? Shule They have the " talk " on wad status are they now ? How do i know what type of ring does my Gf like for the proposal? (^( o ( o.O ) o )^)

* plain lazy to type out their whole conversation , as if i can rmb like tat . * Solution !!!

1. If the Lady ask / offer to pay for the meals / things / fare . Chop Your hands off if u accept it. Be The one payin it . As u Are the one askin her Out for a date , Even if she asked u out , be the one paying. Be a Gentleman. Unless Unless , On Special Occasion like birthday of Yours. Be A GentleMan! ( Matt Titus declare he was the paying men ) (( * - . - *)❤❤

2. Poping The question is the MEN JOB, Leave all the planing to them . Ladies , Sit back and Relax .( I agree, is the men job , nt the ladies job to pop the qns ! )

3 . NO! NO! dun have the talk , as u are putting pressure on him , Men hate being pressured. Leave to them till they have the talk.

4 . Look up the best friend and go on a shoppin trip and ask her for help .

You-tubed and can't seems to find the ep tat i saw last night . Anyway , there is an advice from Matt Titus. ---> Follow These 5 Tips To Get A Man <--- Hopefully it helps for those who are lookin for a Bf but has no idea on how to get a MAN. For TYRABANKS web , which i suppose is a offical web click on TYRA TALK SHOW ! * must See *

♪♪ Style Is Knowing Who You Are,
What You Want To Say ,
And Not Givin A Dam About IT !! ♪♪

2008-11-05T00:32:00.000-08:00

水曜日の午後
星期三 - 下午

I and her hao le ~ 幸せ ~ How shule i put it lei , shule i say it was a misunderstand ? Anyway , i'm realli happy now luh .

Slept at 3am, woke up at 10 am , then was ASKED to go and help Ah dong wif his fishes and stuff de. Mrt-ed all the way to RedHill . He called and say , " eh how sia , the person went out to sea then cannot pass me the fishes . He will be back onli on fridae. He asked me to go home. " I was like WTF loh. I travel 3/4 of the journey le then now tell me go home.i had onli 7 hours of sleep Just to wake up on time to go out loh . 疲れた!!!

Anyway phoned other people and met them up at cityhall. Went there awhile , decided to head back for home , coze there sibei sian !! Phoned kuro, was hoppin he will be in sch or wad. But he is not , he is in the MRT goin to jurong , wanted to tag along but ... Someone i irks is there * shall not write names , sensitive people * so did not tag along.

Currently i am readin tis manga which i do think is nice , i am recommending it to those who read my blog . It is called 最美的我的初恋 / 我的初恋情人. Dun see the cover like not nice to read like tat . But is realli realli very nice . It about a story of 2 children where they meet in the hospital and then the girl knew right from the start that the guy will not live till the age of 20 . As he had some heart problems, but the guy he himself does not know tat . Till they reach high school and the guy knew his fate.... * i have nt finish readin yet so yeah , till here loh. *

Those interested in reading click ---> here . here . here . here . here. <---- P.s it is in chinese , have yet to find the translated version yet !

If there is a problem we ought to slove it !

2008-11-04T07:46:00.000-08:00

火曜日の真夜中
星期二午夜

* Flyin * yes i am literally flying . Todae is my last paper for the written de . Same as Last Yr de N lvl, F&N is the last paper. After the paper i am realli realli Flyin. * chuckles *

F&N de paper was like dam Tireding . I wrote 4 pages , full of words on both side de essay for a 45 marks de essay. Hand pain , All of the sudden my hand like tio stroke like tat , cannot move at all then the wrist there dam pain. Those kind of pokin de pain. * shakes head *

Thanks Brenda for the advice and also armond. I am just goin to sit around and see how things goes bah , till i can spot the problem then i can slove it rite. smiles.

Tml i am goin out le , so yeah must must da qi jin sheng and go out and have fun. Off to watch anime le .

2008-11-03T02:52:00.000-08:00

月曜日の夜
星期一夜

I have a thousand of photo i want to upload , but i just can't do it . Coze i tis skin is hard to do it . And i dun have much time to go and edit the size and stuff. Anyway .* 冒汗 *

I had my soical Study de paper todae. God i was late for it , 5 mins onli luh . Not like 5 hour or wad. As usual they will say , I am never on time. i already rush to the examation place le loh , i even took the cab there! My hp de time was 1. 55 pm when i reach there . And my watch showed 2 pm . 手机坏! * 氣*

i should have see the time on the watch instead of the handphone. But still lucky narh , i manage to finish doin the Social Study de paper. Write and write and write . My hands are sore now ! ~ can't they give us a laptop and type it out better rite ? ★★

Todae , avoided her on purpose. Was late partily was because i wanted to avoid her . But , go into the Classroom , she kept on staring at me , and shake her head. Rushed off the min the teacher say we can go . So shule say successed in avoiding her . I just want to be left alone and reconsider things narh . 靜下來, 讓我一個人好好的思考事,再下判斷.so yeah .

Ah Dong called me to help him wif this fish tank de stuff . And also to get things from him on wed. Hopefully , Just hopefully his Gf will not be jealous bah . Smiles . WE are JUST GOOD FRIENDS ! ^^. If there is a word to descibe him , it will be unpredictable. He can be smilin tis min , the next min he might be scoldin me for being childish >.<>

1ST nov was Rachell birthdae , Happy birthdae !

Watchin The SunSet , slippin the nicely brewed coffee ...

2008-10-29T20:35:00.000-07:00

木曜日の朝

助け!! 助け!!Some must be wondering what that strand of hair in the middle of my face . Well , let me Explain * ~~NO i did not photoshop it or wad have u not~~ * , ((m - m )* i am experimenting , my hair , and if i should cut the " M " shaped hair. There fore i need All Your comment , good or BAD. よくか悪い .

Realli , Just comment , as i need to see the responds . Please give me a sincere comment , if it look good or bad . Even if it something like OMG , Ur hair look so ugly , or like an alien . Wadever . i just need comment ! (●´ω`○) コメント! コメント! お願いします ...

Sometime i wonder , how nice if i could have a personal Hairstylist and a personal Wardrobe stylist . Oh how nice will it be man , imagine , i can have my hair done and live like some big shot , who has a Bloody good fashion sense de person. Intersted Parties , give me a tag . And sent in ur CV.

Had my maths paper in da morning . And it the onli paper tat i can finish up in 2 hours , thou it's 2 Hour and 30 mins. But yeah wadever , i did all i could till my brain was all dried up . /(ο・ω・ο)/I can bet , when the teacher see the first page she might be thinking , hmm... good handwriting , nt bad working and presentation till the 4th page , it seems i am being possesed . My hand writing were like SHIT ! ★ yes i repeat is SHIT ! ★

Tis for her :
I dun get u seriously . U seems to have changed into another person. someone i dun know , someone so unfamilar to me . Are our friendship so weak tat it can shatter into pieces , because of a guy who happen to pop into the picture ? Perhaps u dun notice it , but let me tell u , u are changing , changing into someone i dun even know , all because of a guy who pops into the picture who later become ur beloved. perhaps , just perhaps , why M* say is true .... 私があなたがのあなたの恋人主張する男の子をこのような理由で壊してもいいほど私達の友情は弱いか。それは危険にさらすついに彼にすべてを、与える価値でありあなたの中心を壊すか。私は友人として私によって100%ははい私100%を繰り返すことをあなたがそれである助言、人信頼することができるできない何を、知らない。

Down the memory lane of friendship .

2008-10-28T23:05:00.000-07:00

水曜日の午後

The door bell rang tis morning , and i tot , was my sis again . Whom forget the keys , so i got up from my comfortable bed to get the door , shouting , wait hur ! * not knowing who stand behind the door * ♪

In my sleep wear , ~~which is a super duper short shorts and a tight fitting elmo top~~ セクシー O.o i went to get the door , wif out even peekin thru the door hole . WOW and behold ! 汗汗Tat was my neighbour , tat hot dude , (thou he a indian , but nt the typical type of indian , he a mixed indian , dun noe wad wif wad luhs, think ang mo ) and his friends were , beside him . 赤面させなさい =X

GOD !!!!! I need a hole to hide myself , i look so bloody freakin ugly , unglamous ! ♪♪♪

Anyway , he passed me a nicely decorated Box 美しい!!!❤

He told me happy deepvali ! i was Stunned ! First was CNY when he Gave us a Big box of oranges , now a nicely decorated box of Tibits ! WOW. i'm so goin to get them something for Halloween , perhaps , some sweets in a curved out punkin ! And a knock on the door , " trick OR treat ! " hahas .

They do make good neighbour , nt because they give me things , is they are quite friendly , and we tends to meet up and play tennis and stuff... (●´ω`○) * Yawns * didn't manage to sleep due to my sis chattin on da phone wif her lover till 3 am in da morning , by then i was fully awake , as i was irrating her thru out . I know i am bad , but who cares ! hahas .

Todae happens to be my DAD and My God BROTHER BIRTHDAE !! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARCUS DI AND DADDY !! 誕生日おめでとう . Got my dad a phone. Later at 4 pm gt appointment , and at night there will be dinner at where , i dun know !

Tml maths paper 2 . Sure Dam high de !

❤ The Root Of Evil Has Sank Deep !!! ❤
♪♪ 邪悪な笑い声 ♪♪

2008-10-28T02:40:00.000-07:00

火曜日の午後

yeah , yeah , yeah . Tat pictures shows retia from the gazette holding something tat looks like C-----. But sources Say is isn't C----- * u dirty minded people *, It other things.... ポンド ... (( * - . - *)) BTW Retia is HOT !!!!

Some Thing has gt into me . I am just so freaking lazy to study . Serious . After all , i will be remembering the stuff for once and forget it again after the Exams. So what the use of Studying to make myself remember things when i am goin to forget it in matter of time ? Retarded . yes i noe . * 振動は先頭に立つ*

Whatever is it , i want a life like Xia xue. OMG her life is like so blood freakin good nor. Attending parties after parties. Being paided to do advertisment on her blog . Best of all , most of ther items are being sponsored.Lets Forget the part abt the Dawn yang and her de thing, and also her photoshop skill which she did on those photos. She leads a good life , wif companies coming to her for marketing purposes..... I want to be sponsored too !!! I want to live in a life like hers , Even if part of it (●´ω`○) Someone sponsored me too lei. 嫉妬深い

Although i am nt as pretty as her , and own a million dollar figure like her. My writing skill are like.... Forget it ... There is no shortcut for me to be like her. God , i need to earn enough cash to feed my wants list , which are ever growing every now and then .... 私はお金、お金の負荷がほしいと思う!

Tml is my dad birthdae , i need a good lookin outfit !!!! And my wardrobe is a big mess. i want a walk-in- wardrobe ! ...

彼女および彼女の王女の夢

2008-10-27T03:43:00.000-07:00

月曜日の夜

Someone please upgrade the service of pizza hut !!! 怒っているWas callin the hotline for a home delivery , and in-order to get thur i gt to re-dail 3 time . Nevermind about the re-dailin part . To Make an order , i gt to wait again. After makin an order , i gt to wait for an hour . YES 1 good hour till pizza was delivered. (( - ( o.O) - )) おいしい !!

Yes the line did say there are alot of people calling , due to the bad weather . It just puzzle me , why ever time i order for pizza , everytime also bad weather or phone is busy de . ( = . = )"" Or is it just me and my wrong timing. The Operator , did told me the pizza will be served an hour . Of coze replied wif : " okie i am cool wif it " if not i got to change and look for a place to eat again. By then i would have die of hunger 空腹! !!!!! .

My dad is back from his business Trip . I told him to buy bisuit Back From JAPAN yes JAPAN 幸せ. Weets , he brought alot of them. Thou nt the ones i lookin for , but who cares , is from japan . LOVES !!!! There my sister is , Crying T-T and naggin at me ~~which the wrong person~~ tat my dad brought nothing for her , and onli her . ブタ Oink Oink !!

Todae is Deepavali , so happy new year to those who celebrate it . I doult anyone i know celebrates it . But who cares , I want My HALLOWEEN !!!!! * Bats flyin pass , Vampire on the Run , Owl Hooting ...*

Hungry Vampire On The Run !!!

2008-10-26T02:10:00.000-07:00

均等になる日曜日

I have a feeling my maths i will not do well. As i dun have enough time to finish re-checking it . i left out 2 question! faints (( =_=))"' And i can't depend on my super super lousy de paper 2 . haiz haiz. i am just not the maths pro type of girl. 笑い笑い

Jia ming and me say hao le , to go take dance lesson ダンスのレッスン ~~* no backing out , is all typed out here le , small boy *~~ so if things goes our way , lesson will start on the 8 th Nov. Can't wait , Finally !! ★★

there are just so many things i can't wait for it to happen .飛び跳ねる
1. Dancing lesson .
2. Jamming session
3. EOY
4. Trip to hong kong
5. My new hair
6. Japanese language lesson

MARCUS Di , u best loh , sent me a message early in da morning 6 am like tat , then the message makes no sense at first till further thinking. 愚かGo oversea , must get things for me yeah. Come back le , faster meet up yeah. Me and him * tat guy ,constantly forget the name de * both stonning (ο・ω・ο)

16 days , 5 papers left .
16日、5つの検査

2008-10-18T05:03:00.000-07:00

日曜の夜

Yesterday Was A Tireding Day ! Many thing happened. one of the Happier things was , i went to study Wif Zyndie , Zyndie's Bf , Zyndie's friend and also another person. Thank You ありがとう For teachin me ! Then something unhappy happened , i believe he is a man and will keep his Promiss .

Lets all skip all the unhappiness and move on to todae....

Things to do After O level するべき事 :

1. Highlight my HAIR ,in shade of Light Blue , hopefully it will fade away into Purple , then Pinkish-Purple, ~~kenny say when it fades is ugly ,coze it till be uneven , how shule i still go for it ?~~ . /(ο・ω・ο)/

2. Go out wif Rachell , Jian Zhi , Kenny , Jia Ming , Marcus , Madeline , Kuro , Eathen , Criss , Guo Rong * there are a few more , can't remember le * /(ο・ω・ο)/

3. Shopping ! /(ο・ω・ο)/

4. Work /(ο・ω・ο)/

5. Dance Session /(ο・ω・ο)/

6. Japanese Language Course /(ο・ω・ο)/

7. Place to go will include , Sentosa , Zoo , Night Safari ,Botanic Garden , Town, Ice Skating ,In-line skating ... /(ο・ω・ο)/

As for now back to study Chem for Monday paper . Sianzed !

Gene , Hope u have a memorable Flight To Aussie . Remember To get something for me . ^^

You can't be the first , but u can be the next !

2008-10-16T07:32:00.000-07:00

木曜日の夜

期末試験

I'm Dead Beat ! Woke up at 4 am , when i slpt at 12 midnight . I dun think i am scared because of the Exams . More like i wake up to mug . YES MUG!!!! last min MUGGING !!! * 疲れた *neh.

Met Rachell At 8.10 am asked my mother to fetch me there , Dam lazy to catch the bus. Did Last Min Studyin at void deck loh . 9.10 am went to report into the school. Saw the sitting arrangment ,Rachel was sitting next to me . Yippies ★★

Practical was Sucky , It started off with a Bad Note For me . I Did the Chem first , hoping it was easy . FUCK man , The Quesion paper wrote NHO3 . There was no Full Chemical Name , Went to search for clues , heng , i kinda of coolled myself down and think on my feet . * These are one of the many things tat happened in the practical */(ο・ω・ο)/

Was detained till 2pm. 3 hours loh , Sit there EAT , TALK and ROT !!!! Mr Loudeues Still print Maths Cluster Paper for us , Another 3 Sets . * faints * I have decided to highlight my hair BLUE not those dull blue ,but the lighter shade of BLUE !

Off to sleep ,
If only My mother will Stop naggin At me , How Great Will it be .

2008-10-15T02:18:00.000-07:00

水曜日の午後

科学O lvlの実用的な明日!!!!

I need All The luck can get for tomorrow Science Practical おびえさせている. I'm In Da first shift ! 私に運を望みなさい ★★★ Need to wake up early again.

Chatted On The phone till very late yesterday , was on the phone with two of my very very good de friends , Jay and Guo Rong !! Thanks or The Advice u gave me . Thou it all condsense De experience and also alot of advice - Aftermath [ sleepless night , was considering the avdice they gave me ] (●´ω`○)

Tml is the start of O level le , Jia you Jia you ,Must realli Mug !!! I need all the good luck and wishes i can get man . Went to school to consult Mrs Tan きれいな女性 , asked her for advice too... Now very very condensed !!!!

Happy Birthdae Zeyu 誕生日おめでとう , Dun know will u happen to come by this blog of mine , but yea , still wish u happy birthdae . Hope u Get Dashin and Smarts in the years to come.

Off to mug ,
Photo credits to Hui yin , i'm the first oe on da right side
★☆

2008-10-13T23:50:00.000-07:00

火曜日の午後

ちょうど愛視覚様式ますます日ごとに! I want to travel to Japan , or perhaps to Malaysia and meet my friends there . Thinkin of the things we could do , Shopping , Photo taking , hitting the salon there to have my hair cut and highlighted and also chattin non-stop abt VISUAL KEI , GAZETTE * 興奮する ♪*

O lvl is so near , i'm having mixed feeling , the feeling of happiness幸せ tat , i can dye my hair and travel , the anxious心配する tat can i pass my O lvl , stressed 圧力tat i need to study and study and forsake the time to slack and laze around ~~is just hard for someone like me to forsake it~~ . /(ο・ω・ο)/

Flipping thru friendster , surprise me even more people , Malaysia may be economically slower and counted as a developing country , but BUT their sense of fashion is faster and also nt bad for visual kei ! Woots ! That is something they should be proud of !! Their hair style is - one word - nice for visual kei ! They have alof of store tat sells Visual Kei Stuff - FURS !!!! * faints !*

I want to travel , can't wait for the O lvl to be over and done with then i can travel to malaysia wif whoever / whichever cousin or uncle headng to malaysia and shop . Or perhaps with friends !!!!

私は原宿の通りとの愛にもどって来る !
愛X 100000000 ......

2008-10-13T00:06:00.000-07:00

月曜日の午後

Been Real busy , されるべき多くの事ほんのわずかの時間. That why i wasn't able to blog and also chat much on msn . So many things to be done , so little time , O lvl comin in * lost count * its on this comin Thurs . i shall not go on abt grandmother stories if nt i might just end up summiting a 1000 ++ words de compo in my blog . ー♪(ο・ω・ο)/

6. 10. 08 - Chem Lesson in School , Bad experience With the VP , ~~tat indian , Which made me hate indians even more >.< .~~ Kenny was admitted to the hospital , due to reason wasn't able to rush down and see him .

7 . 10 . 08 - Headed down to TTS to visit him , chatted and had some Starbucks Coffee... Been a long time since i drank Starbucks and see him ... hope he get wells soon!! すぐによく得なさい

8. 10 . 08 - Kenny was discharged , Vampire Knight Gulity was Out last Sunday , Only manage to watch it todae , sadly was in Japanese , No sub .

9. 10. 08 - Class dinner , Eric met me up . He told him alot of thing , But i'm sorry , i will still say the same words. Was late for the dinner As i had to look for my lost neckace * kenny say to get one for me when he goes to korea , Loves , thanks * ♪ didn't took much photos , went to the arcade and play , had a good time , shule organise more of tis . Really did enjoy the session . 楽楽

10. 10 . 08 - Gratuation Ceremony , nth much , just show picture made by each class loh . Was DAM touched , Mrs tan , she spent the night doing something VERY VERY sweet for our class . It was super sweet of her loh . If i wasnt wrong i notice many ppl cried , when the song What Are Friends For was played.悲しい * Or something like that * After that 5n2 own concert in the music room , illi get to peform her song , and we made the teachers sing . Rachell Treated me kinda of cold loh .永久に友人 !!!

11. 10 . 08 - It was Eric birthdae , i wanted to do a post for him , but , i didn't manage to use the computer , Think he mistaken me tat i forgetten it le . Up to him luhs .

* Not all photos will be placed here *
Takin O de ppl , All Da Best !!!!

2008-10-03T08:05:00.000-07:00

金曜の夜

First i want to clear things , i did not skip the Extra social Studies lesson on purpose de. I thought it was in the afternoon around 2pm . And i overslept till 12 noon . When i check the notebook i have , it states 10 am to 12 am.

So Sorry Mrs lui , i heard that u were quite pissed off , because nt onli me never attend. 私、ごめんなさい！I'm sorry !!!

Met up with my long missed buddy , Firdaus ! One thing i notice , he is without his eyeliner !!! woo~ 笑笑!! people do change i guess. Wei xiang was there too , went to east point to get something , but in the end nv get. Went back to my place there slacked . (ο・ω・ο)/

Dialled for my dearest Godsis, ching yee . Slacked and study , after while wei xiang and firdaus left , leavin me and my god sis , slacked till 6 plus and went back home...

★ Are u happy ? i hope u are .... ★

2008-10-02T02:50:00.000-07:00

木曜日の遅午後

学校の最後の日、私は叫んだ! ♪

Todae marks the last day of the sch , the last day of the secoundary school life. " After walkin out of the class of 5N2 , it marks the new journey of our life , another chapter " .

The last lesson ended with a good note i guess. With Mr Loudesamy * might spell wrong * wanting us each to have a Word with the class , about our feeling .Each of us Shared Something. Shit ! something happen ... i aren't goin into details. Super Pai sei .

I Will realli realli miss Rachell , Moh sheng , clinton , shikin , honeystar , illi , hui yin and others. さようなら私の最愛の友人! Like How much i missed last year de 4N2 . 5N2 of 2008 and 4n2 of 2007 will not be forgotten , and will be missed. ★☆私は2008年の5N2を忘れていない!

i Missed last year the big big class room , last year when we sat at the back , slp/eat/laugh/study. i will miss tis year de canteen food , some teachers , and the needlework room where we work our ass of infront of the computer !

Those Takin O lvl de all da best , hope we all can get into Poly and Must stay connected .Looked forward to the class dinner on the 9th.(ο・ω・ο)/

- Rachell is so goin to kill me when she see this -

2008-09-30T00:40:00.000-07:00

水曜日の午後

幸せな子供日! Happy children's Day ! If i was still a children , i will hope for a box with an everlasting supply of my favourite Candies , chocolates ！★ Well tat was all IF ！★

Sometime i do envy children on how they show their emotion . Happy jue smile , Sad jue cry . How a simple sweet can make them smile, how they go about in wanting something they want , trying their best to get it with out fearing that they might get hurt. How i wish i can be like them ! Love like never been in love before , Dance like no one is watch , Sing like No one is listening , Live like there is no tomorrow !

I'm in love With Hana Yori Dango de Hanazawa Rui ( 花沢ルイ), the real actor name is oguri shun ( 小栗旬 ). He is hot ! simply hot !!! * fan-girl * How i wish i can see him in-person !

I want SexPot Revenge Shop In S'pore!!

2008-09-29T07:45:00.000-07:00

月曜日の夜

School's OUT !!!!! 16 Days to O lvl , ジョイス Must study .

Monday Blues ... lalala (｀▽´) . Went to sch as usual , todae shall be my last day attending sch . Recess in sch was dam quiet , no sec1 , no sec2 , no sec3 onli gt sec 4 and 5 nias.

Was studyin at the mac table , then zi pei was talkin non-stop there , told her to lower her voice le , but she still talk at the top of the voice , even thou her friend was sitting beside her onli. Had a small fight with her , over her talkin too loudly and me tryin to study for chem . ★☆~~私は残念である女の子~~

Went to slack with my gan brother at simei. Wanted to meet at 3 de , but rainned cats and dog, wait and wait till 4 plus then meet. slacked at block near by my place , later awhile , my gan di de friend came , talked and slacked till 7 pm .

Perhaps seeing u from a disance is the onli thing i can do for now...

ジョイスすべてのベスト !!!! (ο・ω・ο)/

2008-09-28T00:08:00.001-07:00

日曜日の午後

Ahh.... Sunday , The day which is used to rest , sit back and relax. Can't Wait for the F1 race later at night , watched it ytd thru channel 5. The Cars are beautiful and the drivers are hot ! (´ω-)♪

Went to the Brilliant Garden , to celebrate the baby's full mth . It was at the country cub the food are delicious おいしい ★☆ .

Cute babies being watched by the family members , talkin so loudly ...* wonders , how did i manage to sleep when i was a baby ,with all the aunty talkin so loudly , Pointin to my Nose/Face/Hands....*

The Baby's full month de cakes , Delicious , the two holes must thank my sis for eatin it up . Loves the Swiss roll..… (´Д艸) 笑

誕生日の女の子-(●´ω`○)
Time to Go On A Diet !!
Photo Taken on 26 sept dinner

~幸福~

2008-09-27T06:46:00.000-07:00

土曜日の夜 1002

Was Expecting a nice dinner at Town area , ytd . Due to Road closure In So many areas , left with No choice , went to have the dinner at ECP there . One Of the Seafood restraunt. ~~And of all places , it was a place wif memories~~

My mother say " No Worry This is nt ur birthdae dinner ...." Song , i can get to choose another place to eat , at another time.

Thanks to all who msg me , give me a call and also left me a comment on ytd ,my sister for that personalised keychain and brother for the Cookie * shall upload the pictures soon * (ο・ω・ο) Thank you ありがとう.

Party IS over , Startin To study tml ....
Aunt's baby first month , celebration tml .
F1 is also tml , i am so goin to watch it .

Loves! 幸運!

2008-09-26T01:06:00.000-07:00

0106朝雨が降ること金曜日

私の17誕生日 !!!

It's My ( Joisu ジョイス) Birthdae !!!

It's my birthday today , I can't sleep , headin to school in another 5 hours . It has Started to rain. Wonder wad is install for me todae.

Edwin birthdae also falls on todae ,

Happy 18th birthdae Edwin !!!!

New Age , New Life , New Blog

2008-09-11T02:56:00.001-07:00

木曜日の曇った午後5.57
- Under maintainence -

Peace out V